University. the word that's constantly been on my mind for the past few years ...  and alas, I have arrived.  Doesn't seem like such a big deal now that i'm here ... and all of a sudden it feels like im becoming more mature... wt a weird transition this is.  Yes, transition ... not a step up, but a gradual slope towards our slowly approaching future into adulthood. I always thought there would be a moment where i would suddenly come to the realization that i am no longer immature, naiive .... but all this doesn't come suddenly ...... or perhaps i am still a long ways away from this realization.  This process of growing up is taking longer than i thought ....     haha and now i don't even know what i am writing about ... i guess this is what happens on a hazy saturday when one has spent too much time thinking about the past..

for the future then .......  We are stepping onto unknown boundaries, we are charging into the battlefield of life, we may have to part our ways and for those who already have, this bittersweet farewell, perhaps one day ... someday .. we'll all be together again. You ppl who are thousands of miles away from me.... i miss u guys already >.<  come back quick and visit me!   

.......i jst realized what weird and nonsensical gibberish i have just written ....

ahhhhhh, i need my cheese.

 . ..    oh yes, and enjoy the song  ... Caleb - Find a Way .....